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May. 9th, 2009 @ 12:59 pm WoW!!!
Current Mood: worried
I've got to stop breaking my toys or someone is going to have to take them away.

-TDBP

That makes two
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black dragon
Mar. 25th, 2009 @ 11:11 am True happienes
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: 4 Words (to choke Upon) by Bullet for My Valentine
I had intended to sit here and type out this long message about what is going on in my life good and bad. Now all I can do is sit back and smile, content at the events that have unfolded. People have shown their true colors and im very thankful for that. Soon i will be able to erase the last few years of my life as if it was a bad nightmare that i finally woke up from. I no longer have anyone else to carry through life and because of this feel so much lighter. Thank you all...i wish you well!


-TBDP
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black dragon
Jan. 22nd, 2009 @ 06:00 pm A Poem?
Current Mood: excited
Wow its been three years since i was last inspired to write. I feel again, but this is not like the last time. I am excited and I cant remember how long its been since the last time.

so here goes....

Life?

I am not as I wished to be,
yet the sum of the life that made me.
I fight my nature as best I can,
my will alone allows me to sand.
Knock me down if you dare to try,
I'll stand back up and pass you by.
The smile on my face, fake and strained,
though thankful for experience gained.

Mitchel Quelch
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black dragon
Dec. 1st, 2008 @ 09:59 pm Time?
Current Mood: pissed off
So I guess I dont get what i need yet again. Time to think, time to heal or time to be myself. Is this like the last? Who will it be this time: James again, Ted, Andrew or even Derf? I saw this last time, you want an answer so you can fill you bed yet again. Sleep in it empty, lay by yourself, and in the end find who you are.

-TBDP
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black dragon
Nov. 15th, 2008 @ 08:28 pm LOVE
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Silence for the first time
Love

The ultimate peace or excruciating pain,
There is nothing to lose, nothing to gain
We go on living like every things fine
Saying someday he/she will be mine.

Without a word, without a sound
you go from cloud nine to the ground
you cant get up no mater how hard you try
all you want to do is roll over and die

The harder you try to replace what was lost
you find out it is not worth paying the cost
Someday i'll find the answers from above
As for now that's what i think of love.

-TBDP

this poem is ten years old and still holds true
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Arm Chew
Aug. 19th, 2008 @ 11:26 am Life
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: "Nitori BB Sensou" - Maximum the Hormone
Im done. I have enough to carry on my own. At this point i cannot and do not want to carry anyone through life. You cannot ask this of me. Learn to walk. Dont do things then complain about them. You had a choice, I gave you that. If you dont like your life, you are the only one who can change it.

-TBDP
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Arm Chew
Apr. 10th, 2008 @ 11:17 am Death Note
Current Mood: energetic
What Death Note Character Are You?
What Death Note Character Are You?
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This is kinda fitting...lol

-TBDP
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black dragon
Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 06:49 pm Friend?
Current Mood: Pure
A friend once, but a friend no more
A man it the past, but a coward remains

-TBDP


Its odd these last few days. I haven't been able to describe what i have been feeling, but the answer has come. I do not feel anger, loss, sorrow, jeliousy or even hate. Its funny, saying this makes me feel a little dirty. I feel pure.

-TBDP


"The Dragon is Awake, and he is hungry"
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black dragon
Jan. 4th, 2008 @ 11:25 am Everyone can eat me
Current Mood: enraged
Current Music: The sound of Whiny assholes
Im tired of all this bullshit. Do I not have the right to get upset? Why do i get called stupid for making a decision then ends up being the right one? Why is it that people cant talk to me when I upset them and didnt mean to? And most importantly why the fuck should i care?

Im done, I've had it and above all everyone out there that has a problem with me can pucker up and kiss my ass....

Happy New Year 2008

-TBDP
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black dragon
Jul. 24th, 2007 @ 03:55 pm Escape
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Be Free - The Black Eyed Peas
I wish i could escape from myself. I know what I must do but don't know how to do it. Time is also a factor. I need help but am unwilling to ask those who can do so. Also those who want to help cannot. I'm at an impass and do not know how to continue. I can usually see the end of all things but this time its cloudy. I've seen the end but I don't know if now is the time.

-TBDP
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black dragon
Nov. 15th, 2006 @ 10:21 pm Dear St. Nick...
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In August I punched [info]typeopear in the arm (-10 points). In February I committed genocide... Sorry about that, [info]glorph (-5000 points). Last Tuesday I signed my organ donor card (28 points). Last Saturday I set [info]unseeliekin's puppy on fire (-66 points). In July I helped [info]muffinsofchaos see the light (8 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5040 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!

Sincerely,
tbdp

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Tattoo
Jul. 19th, 2006 @ 01:33 pm Random Shit...
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Gump - Presidents of the United States of America






What kind of devil are you?




You are a devil, pure devil. You live on Earth for food and return to Hell for wars. You try not to give away your real idenity and look like a human because your horns give you asteral light energy, able to live on Earth.Who knows, maybe there is a good in you but, you ae afraid you'll become an angel that way.
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Fire, Water, Earth, Air. What's your Avatar elemant (W\ avatar pics. very accurate




WaterbenderLike the moon controlling the tides, Waterbenders use their chi to control the gravitational effect on water. In contrast to Fire and Earthbending, Waterbending's strength is its defensive capabilities. Waterbenders redirect the energy from an opponent's attack and use it against him. But Waterbending's intent is to control opponents, not to harm them. The style is evolved from ancient healing practices where the healer redirects energy paths in the body to cure an ailment. A Waterbender's control of water in liquid, solid, and gas form offers him many defensive maneuvers. He may stop an attacker by encasing his feet in ice, or escape by creating a screen of steam for cover. In a fight, a Waterbender suspends a body of water around his fighting stance, and then lashes out with water whips and powerful waves. If there's no water at the scene of a fight, a Waterbender collects all the available moisture from the air and ground around him and concentrates it into an amount of suitable to attack and defend. As a backup, a Waterbender always carries a skin of water. While reliance on a water source is a significant weakness of the style, Waterbending at its highest skill level contains the most powerful technique among all the Bending Arts. At close ranges, an expert Waterbender uses an opponent's body against them. They harness the ample amount of water within the human body to control an opponent like a puppet master. The tendencies to control rather than destroy, and to heal rather than harm, embody the humane and noble characteristics of the Water Tribes.
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Well that was fun...

-TBDP
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Arm Chew
Jul. 6th, 2006 @ 01:33 pm High School Bullshit
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Eve 6 - Inside Out
I am sick and tired of the same old high school bullshit. I have been out of school 10 yrs and its still the same. Everyone placing balme on everyone else and no one willing to take the blame for what they did themselves. Im tired of playing nice to keep the peace. Im not perfect and never clamed to be so why do people want me to be. My memory sucks and everyone around me knows that, yet I am forced to take the full blame when ever I forget I said something. And what is this, the past is the past let it die. I still get blamed for things I did in the past. Now I cant speak for the rest of the people I hold dear but it is my thinking that if you ask people to get off their ass time and again, with the answer always being no, you just stop asking. Im not a father to any of my friends yet its up to me to get them motivated. Well fuck that shit. I try to give friendly advice and get told im acting like a parent. My word is not law. I never thought it was. There has been a certain someone that has attacked me throught his words on live journal but never my face. This is my last chalange to my so called friend, FACE ME!

-TBDP
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Arm Chew
Jun. 16th, 2006 @ 11:24 am I had to do it....
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: I dont like the drugs - Marilyn Manson
Mugen
You are 11% Jin, 100% Mugen, and 13% Fuu!
You are most like Mugen! You are independent, quick on your feet, and not necessarily polite in social situations. Go you!




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 0% on Jin

free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 94% on Mugen

free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 5% on Fuu
Link: The Samurai Champloo Character Test written by aimlesscoyote on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


Does this come as a suprise?

-TBDP
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Arm Chew
May. 24th, 2006 @ 10:26 pm Body Jewelry
Help my girlfriend earn free body jewelry!



Thank you.
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Blue dragon
Mar. 17th, 2006 @ 02:08 pm At my age?
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Marilyn Manson - "This is the New Shit
You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


I dont think this is right.....i demand a recount....

-TBDP
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Arm Chew
Feb. 13th, 2006 @ 11:19 am Test time...
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Marilyn Manson - "Mobscene"


My pirate name is:


Iron Bartholomew Kidd



A pirate's life isn't easy; it takes a tough person. That's okay with you, though, since you a tough person. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr!

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You scored as True Alternative. You are a True Alternative! Labels do not suit you well, particularly as you tend to strike your own path and to grow purely via experience. No armchair quarterbacking for you! Originality and creation are your specialities, and sometimes you can even articulate what the hell just happened. Someday you may find yourself drawing the maps for other people... lots of other people.

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True Alternative

100%

Mystic

90%

Otherkin

80%

Aimless Eclectic

65%

Magician

60%

White Lighter

60%

Discordian

60%

Spiritualist

60%

What Subversive Alternative Paradigm Are You?
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This makes alot ov sence...odd a four way tie though...

more latter...

-TBDP
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69
Jan. 30th, 2006 @ 02:10 pm Aww the magic i weild...
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Marilyn Manson - "Para-Noir
vivomancer
The Vivomancer


What type of magic do you wield? (8 results + pics)
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This comes to no surprise.

-TBDP
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Blue dragon
Jan. 19th, 2006 @ 08:44 am Alive again...
Current Mood: ALIVE
Current Music: Skindred "Nobody"
Strength returning, eyes opening, I hunger, drive returning...Spring is comming, gifts growing stronger. Beware those who wish harm on those I love.

-TBDP
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black dragon
Jan. 17th, 2006 @ 11:17 am Me sin....ALWAYS!!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Marilyn Manson - "This is the New Shit
Greed:Very High
 
Gluttony:High
 
Wrath:Very High
 
Sloth:Low
 
Envy:Medium
 
Lust:Very High
 
Pride:High
 


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-TBDP
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Tattoo